Depressed
Posted by bomb
I know that I have been really lazy at writing this blog. Actually I have lots of thoughts that I’d really like to put up on this blog but as I have already said at the beginning that I’m not quite a writer and most importantly, I’m depressed (once again).
Anyhow. I haven’t done anything much lately. I got some photo shooting jobs just to feed myself. However I didn’t have any income in January at all — that suck. I actually spent most of January in Surathanee looking at them shrimp farm. Yeah, that’s right I was about to become a farmer… LOL. Don’t know if that deal will go through. I actually would like to manage a farm — actually I’m after the money — but on the other hand, I’m not sure if I can let go of city life that I love so much. I better start looking for job in Bangkok — just in case.
On to other matter. Since I convinced my Mom and Dad so hard to sell the Mercedes, I now have no ride. Now I’m thinking… am I stupid or what!!! Anyhow that Mercedes cost to much to run so it’s overally better for the family anyway. My Dad wouldn’t let me get a new car unless I have a permanent job — that’s not freelance basis like what I’m doing now — so I can actually afford to finance it.
Let me see what do I have in mind now. I’m literally writing whatever comes out of my mind now. Oh, I see… right now… I want a girl so bad. Not any of them girl. I mean really need someone that I could really talk to… I’m so tired of them “dek”. All right, I’m officially in for girlfriend. If anyone know where I can meet a decent one let me know. Man… I’m actually going to commit to it this time… Hey I really mean it.
Well, this one should be long enough so I better get back forcing myself to sleep now.